i ahve change, you have changed, everything has changed but its all the same, all the same shit! is anything really worth it! stiil fallin and getting back up again! arrr its all so frustrating!


Till Everything Is BlackCold deep pain piercing though her skin No longer does she want to escape But enjoy this curse Cravings running deep No longer does she fight No longer does she want to Slowly she lifts the thin shinny metal Sharpened only on one side Sliding though her pale coating with such ease Unable to stop From graceful to violence Splitting open a source of life Flowing out rapidly Cream tiles now coloured She lays her head on the bath Waiting for it to end Enjoy the pain while it last Her last dosage of endorphins Till everything is blackTill Everything Is Black


The BeautyThe sun set on the nature surrounding herThe Beauty
Once again it is time to come alive
Awaking from a dormant sleep
She crawls her way to the top
Walking the streets alone
Waiting for the perfect moment to strike
A young girl glides past
The end is near
Following the beauty to a isolated moment
Finally receiving the beauties attention
Seducing the beauty into her arms
Gently pulling away, her long black silk hair
To reveal the soft skin upon her neck
Leaning closer, licking and kissing
Slowly becomes more
Her mysteries teeth, t


FreakBloodshed after all these years, of depravation and restraint. Self-control lost in one small moment. Years of self-preservation, preparation and training for this moment. Lost in a solitary second of vision blurred.Freak
Spilling over the edge of the wound, onto the tiles below. Washed away in the blink of an eye. Mingling in the water like a crimson, red river. Swirling around the hole in the floor. Drained away forever.
Gaping, raw wounds in my aura, echoed in my flesh. Silent tears slide down my cheeks. Carving red-hot rivers of failure.
Wading through the m


LiesConfused tears run onto the paper I wish I knew who I was and I wish I could be sure that you mean those words That you say to me.Lies
Because I know, you're just saying it In the hope that I'll believe you and be your slave That I'll believe you and shut up That I'll beleave you, forever.
But what if I meant every fucking word I said? And what if it broke my heart Everytime I thought about the fact that these feelings aren't reciprocal?
I'm a prisoner of my own insecurity I keep pushing because I want you to... love me But at the same time I


Tears of DiamondsWondering how I’ve come this far. Before all else I’ve fallen. Self-hatred and abuse go hand in hand. Mirror’s all over the carpet.Tears of Diamonds
No matter how hard I try; salt water keeps leaking form my eyes. Irreplaceable drops of honesty and truth fall for eternity. Until shattering into a million perfect diamonds, Suspended in time and place.
Reflections of myself peer at me through another’s eyes. Then shown to me through the crystal ball of an old friend. Wisdom released and held in my mind beyond my comprehension. Others understanding fades too.
Reaching ha


My Suicide NoteTo those I have betrayed and continue to betray.My Suicide Note
Sometimes I am not sure if I exist. But you stare, you hurt, you abuse... so I know that I am as real as your ridicule. The question, however, is this: Why do I continue to stay real, in this world where I am consumed by hate and misery? There is no answer, thus any search is being forfeited at the present time.
I cannot describe how I am feeling. Part of me blooms here in the darkness of the forgiving night sky and part of me... part of me is sickened that I believe I could ever bloom at all. Paranoia; my worst enemy, my fucking wall, my guard, my everything, my self-
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...subconsciously surrendering...
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"All the ways you wish you could be, that's me. I look like you wanna look, I fuck like you wanna fuck, I am smart, capable, and most importantly, I am free in all the ways that you are not." -Tyler Durden
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"The dumber people think you are, the more surprised they're going to be when you kill them."
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"...The third angel blew his trumpet, and a great star fell from heaven, blazing like a torch, and it fell on a third of the rivers and in the fountains of water. The name of the star is Wormwood....
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