Angelic-Azrael

everybody has change, everything is change, no true friendships staying alive, everybody fucing each other over it is all fucked! i ahve change, you have changed, everything has changed but its all the same, all the same shit! is anything really worth it! stiil fallin and getting back up again! arrr its all so frustrating!

yes i am back well not really back for those who ever followed me or still do might have been wondering where i have been for the last well 6 months i;ve been in ireland and well still am and don't wanna leave but being kicked out of where you live kinda makes ya, bit of advice for the kiddies don;t get caught in bed with a fella while living with 2 very strick over protect uncles lol do i need to say more. yes well i have changed alot since i have been here, i got totally clean well apart from the weed, but that kinda feel though coz this county is crazy for da coke, and man its good shite espically when you work in a night club and get it f

well its been a while since i have really visited something that use to mean so much to me. my life has changed so much now. all i do is work and get fucked up. i no longer write which i wish i did, but now i just ignore the way i feel and get on with it all. had a boyfriend, he's gone already. no point getting close to people i'm leaving in a few days to go back to ireland, not looking forward to it as much as i use to don't know why. so much i could tell but non seems to have any signifficance at all. where have i been for the last 3 months, lost contact with nearly everybody, didn't see my best friend/sister  for 3 months, it nearly killed